bouncy

hey looky im married.


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:twisted: :twisted: i win. :lol:

i dont feel good. at least this year is ending. i dont understand that it can start off awesome and then go to crap. :?

doesnt make sense. i also have zero motivation to do anything. including eat, which means there is definatly something wrong with me.. i think i'll sleep til half 11 tonight then wake up and wait til 12 then go back to bed. nothing seems to be very motivating. ive decided that im going to make an extremely short list of things i will not be doing in the next year that messed up this one....maybe.

[u][b]Goodbye Cruel Year[/b][/u]

1. Teh Kid
2. Not Studying for Exams
3. Buying Bouncy Balls, Hulk Items, and Glow Sticks
4. Losing My Cell Phone
5. Buying Things I don't really want or need

thats all i can think of right now.
i shall be leaving you with nothing.

[u][b]+Jess+[/b][/u]

shazaam! hola whats up amigos? as we speak, jessica is yelling...in her closet...with a shirt and slippers on....at least its a walk-in closet. so anyway.....JESSICA'S INTERNET IS BACK UP! YES INDEED! AND AIM! cause im magic and i fixed it. :D shing! so she is communicatable again, hence why this blog now has an update, but whatever. jessica has wax on her band pants. :shock: from the xmas eve service. i got wax on me too, and it didnt come off...gasp....oh well. well im gonna go now, g'bye, until we meet again.

xXx-Sheeliya-xXx

http://www.lordsoftherhymes.com/ go go go. omfg its awesome. anywho. i think i might go see ROTK again...already been three times but four wouldnt be a bad number now would it? i dont think so. quick tell me how many hours i've been sitting to watch that movie and win a prize. :D okay thats all its almost half eleven and im going to go check out Hot Topic and see if i can trade in my shirt for a smaller size and get some knee high **Cookie Monster** socks. later gators.
[b]<3>+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

:evil: my IE isnt working on my comp and neither is AIM so I'm incomunicato til it decides to work again. oh yeah im at the office behind subway on my grandmas comp. so thats the only reason that i can write. yeah. i have to look up stuff on the cruise. if you know any super great stuff about Cork, Dublin, Paris, thats all i can remember right now....message me cause thats where im going this summer. well i best be going its almost 11 and i have to take my aunt and cousins to the airport then go to the mall to take my shirt back to Hot Topic and get some knee high Cookie Monster socks! cant wait for sheeliya to get home tonight!!!! :P anywho ill write again when it is possible.
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]>[b][b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b] =http://theorlandobloomfi les.c... target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_683735846.jpg[/image] =http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]

heres a thought. if you have fake mistletoe does that mean you'll get fake kisses?

wow. im excited about my new poster! its....any guesses? you go ahead and guess and ill tell you if youre right. :D anywho im at my grandmas house for xmas right now but im not supposed to be on her comp. i'll try to fix my IE on my comp. but im not sure if i can. [b]late.
<3>+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

cant wait til rocky gets his effin block feature running. :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil:

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=http://theorlandobloomfi les.c... target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_683735846.jpg[/image] <3 i love you orlando. okay. i went to sheeliyas last night and then we went to blockbusters and got Pirates of the Caribbean then watched half of it and then went to bed and talked for a bit. then we got up and ate cookies and english muffins for breakfast then we watched the rest of POTC and then got on the comp and looked up >8) orlando bloom pictures 8)
then mrs janet took me home and then i wrapped some funky shaped presents. then i was talking to sheeliya on the phone through out the day and then i was on the comp for a bit then i went to my grandmother's residance which is where i am now so thats about it.
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]>[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]

=http://theorlandobloomfi les.c... target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_683735846.jpg[/image]=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image] there just happens to be a very rude little girl that is leaving numerous amounts of comments on my blogs that have nothing to do with me or my blog. im not going to be rude back and say her name ((not that it would be hard to figure it out)) or leave numerous comments on her blogs because that would waste my extremely important time :lol: i shall write another blog about today at a later time. right now i must go and wrap presents and talk to celia on the phone.

kthxbye

[b]<3[/b]>
[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

ok so its 10 am and i am still waiting for celia to call me back. bored. can't actually say that outloud or ill end up with a whole page list of stuff to do i.e. cleaning the house and so on. okay so i kinda just left this sitting here. now its 10:50 and celia is on the phone but i think im going to hang up on her cause shes just said that my singing sucks. thats not cool. isnt implying something and saying it? psssh! oh oh oh! whatcha gonna do now that im talking like your brother. huh huh huh??!! ohkay wtv! in conclusion i didnt hang up on sheeliya but i went on her blog and yelled at a little annoying kid that wont shut the hell up!

i never noticed that Minas Tirith was in LOTR FOTR. but in the very begining Gandolf goes to find out about the ring that Bilbo just gave to Frodo. rawr. blah blah blah thats all i can think of right now. ciao
+Jess+

=http://theorlandobloomfi les.c... target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_683735846.jpg[/image]he's hott
=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]and he's hott
that is my blog for today cause i feel about this much good. and that's less than zero.
kthxbye
+Jess+

:arrow: omg omg omg just got back from ROTK again. 8) its just as good the second time! i love that movie so much! okay anywho. a couple of guys are being buttsy pants to me right now for no good reason and thats not cool.

i think that most people dont know who they are or what they want. they say they do but they're just saying or being what everyone else wants((myself included)). its really sad how that is true :( i dont like when people say things and they dont mean it. like when they say "i love you, or im sorry, or if anything happened to you i would be sad" all that is a big fat pile of bs 99.9999999% of the time. so if someone says shite like that to you, always question it first. or else you could end up like me. and thats sad. :?

:oops: i like how that changes colors. i suppose thats all i have to write now. im going to go watch Teh Hulk ((The Hulk the movie not the guy celia and meghan))
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]> [b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]
PS
this guy in this picture is really really hott!=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]

holy shizzle! there are about a billion and a half people downstairs in my house and they are all drunk. bah, can't join the fun. how dumb is that? :x ya know whats really weird...i was crying today for no reason. :cry: I dunno why cause im so stoked about sarah giving me the <*>LOTR ROTK<*> score CD!!! 8) :lol: :D :) :P and celia came over and i dont have school til next year fo' shizzle! i think im going to look for a job. dunno...maybe. xmas party was okay but now nobody will LEAVE! gah! okay well im super tired so im gonna get ready to go to bed and then do some aim stuff fo' a whizzle. nightz
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]> [b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

celias typing for me today, one thing i have to say, Mrs. O'Connor is a horrible person for giving me a 79 on my exam. go on celia.

okay-go.
umm...i really dont have much to say..gahhhhhhh 2:22 make a wish! nevermind its 2:23 now..you missed it good job.
:? ok im gonna go now...kthxbye.

Celia.

:arrow: this has gotta be short cause its time for me to get my sleep on. holy cow, thats not cool hes got me on his schedule for goin to bed on school nights from when we would talk constantly til a lil after 10 then both of us go to bed! crap! oh well this works really well for getting up at 5:25 so wtv....
8) LOTR was so amazing! I hope I get to go again on Sat.
So far I am doing good on my exams an A and a B so thats good. suga how ya get so fly? <--I like that song ((celia :wink: ))anywho I'm stoked that LOTR was so great, not that I was expecting it to suck but I didnt think it would be that awesome. >I'm glad that my husband and/or boyfriend didn't die. yeah, that was good. okay I suppose I should be getting to bed now cause I have my last exams tomorrow. thats good. + it'll be [b]FRIDAY[/b]! okay i'll write more tomorrow maybe.

kthxbye
late.
[b]<3[/b]>[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]

8) about to take my computer exam omg omg! LOTR ROTK is out! kthxbye =http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]

:arrow: holy monkeys! i did good on my (i think) hardest mid term exam. I AM IRON MAN......doo doo doo do do dododododododododo. okay thats been stuck in my head for hours! anywho....after my exam i went to church and hung out there til we left for loaves and fishes then we made dinner for them and ate some too. it was pretty good. then i came home....and now im here talking to celia on the phone. :) not that anyone's suprised by that one. im so tired, yo. and it was warm todah which was good. and TOMORROW LOTR ROTK AND IM SO HAPPY CAUSE I GET TO GO SEE IT! ONLY 23 HOURS AND 25 MIN TO GO!
kthxbye
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=http://legolasfans.beautiful-... target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image] holy crap the pictures that this one links to are so freaking awesome! cant wait for tomorrow @ 7! i'm not going to make it through school or skating i'm going to like go into overload.
-click the picture-
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]>[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

:arrow: =http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]omfg how hot is that? 8) better put on some shades! gah! only 47 hours and 35 min til i see LOTR ROTK!!!! :!: :!: :!: :D :D :D :P :P :P :lol: :lol: :lol: thats all for right now writing more in a bit

could teachers please be more annoying about exams? WE KNOW THEY ARE TOMORROW! oi! :? i dunno if im ready but i sure hope so since my hardest exams is the one im taking first. i just got a 30/30 on my spanish play :?: dunno why cause it really sucked. not that im complaining but still....wtv im at school watching spencer play pong. hes losing 4 - 1. now 8 - 1. okay anywho. this is boring. :oops: :oops: :oops: :lol: :lol: :roll: :roll: :cry: :cry: :wink: :wink: i dunno if thats all the ones that move or not but i dont really care i just got bored....i need some new jeans. omg omg omg comment on these cause i need some points or wtv they are called. :twisted: hickey :twisted: that was so effin' ironic, yo. and then all that jazz. BRR! there was ice on the car this morning and we couldnt see out the windows so we had to wait till they defrosted a lil bit even though we still couldnt see. anyways i was almost late for 1st period but no matter because i wasnt. i wonder if the gangster road with his windows down this morning. it was like 34*F so if he did then i feel really sorry for sheeliya and Josh. :idea: wow i wanna play a game but these computers have [b]ZERO[/b] games. its so dumb. i have to go now cause i said so
kthxbye
<3>[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

go to goole, type in miserable failure [b][u]hit the i'm feeling lucky button[/u][/b], be amused at what you find :lol:
kthxbye
lessthan3
[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]

=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]yeah, new least favorite game=taboo.:evil: RAWR! people are so freaking dumb sometimes! i hate that i dont hate teh kid. and i hate that i cant :( even talk. and i just can't stand him not talking to me! i called to talk to celia and he answered the phone and i couldnt say anything. then i walked into a door and that evidently :oops: pulled me back into reality....painfully....but i finally got celia on the phone. :?
oh well, can't wait til wed and i get to go see LOTR ROTK that will be the highlight of my week and nothing will be better 8) i hope....oh great now im...nvm it doesnt matter i dont need to worry about anything but exams for this week. oh shoot i hope i dont go on rebound for teh kid espically since i know that if he asked me out(which isnt gonna happen but wtv) i would say yes no matter what. how horrible is that? and if you think i should change the colors on my blog then leave a comment saying so. i feel like changing them. i wish i had the Evita soundtrack cause i feel like listening to one of the songs that says those ones words that i like.... Where do we go from here? Why can't i be how you want me to be? something like that. i think thats how it is.
but anywho i guess i'll just go on and leave cause i really didnt plan to write anything today but i guess i did so it doesnt matter now....whatever
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]>[b]+[u]Jess[/u]+[/b]=http://www.quizilla.com/users...%20Matrix%20Persona%20Are %20You%3F target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_529766943.jpg[/image] :cry: :oops: :x :roll: :? :( :?:

hello squishy! hello sheeliya! im bored a lot. like, this much. kthxbye

J3551C4

=http://www.hot-elf.com/ target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_787238039.jpg[/image]
only most people are dumb. *melts* he's not. :roll:

simply enough. people are dumb. thats all there is too it. goodbye
JLB

:arrow: :idea: :!: :?: :oops: :roll: :wink: :cry: :lol: 8) :? :x :twisted: :evil: :D :( :) :o :P i think that's all of them. ok, hello all. i have just put a turkey in the oven to bake.....i dont like turkey.....oh well. i would much rather have [b]hot pockets[/b] =D i like my new bed cause its all bouncy and shtuff! its so great. sonrie y rie a la burbuja! :lol: yeah anyways that was spanish for those of you who didnt know that. if you can correctly tell me what it says [i][u][b]maybe[/b][/u][/i ] you'll win a prize. anyways how are you? you can tell me in my COMMENT section thingy *hint hint* oh and i can sell you some html cheaper than in the tBucks Store if you want....even though i only have about 2 or 3 things + something that i didnt buy at the store (note the responce game if you scroll down) very well. i shall be leaving you with a smile.
kthxbye
[b]<3[/b]>[b]+[/b][b][u]Jess[/u]+[/ b]

=http://er1c.lessthan3.us target=_blank [image]hulk=dead.bmp[/image] :arrow: omg omg omg you can call your mom in between classes but only twice cause if ya do it three times you'll get caught. so that means i cant do it again.

oh well at least that i means i get out of school at 1245 which is only 15 min. after the kid so i [i]might[/i] get to see [b]JAMES[/b]!!! so whats up, yo's? i gots this thing so that now i can give you this link to look at [url=http://www.alohasurf.plugit.c...]our lonely beach[/url]

wow some kid just screamed....it scared me. anywho, im really hungry and i still have to take a test before get to go to lunch. hi ann marie! (she was standing here but i sent her away i love you ann marie! 8) mmhmm super cool) ok now im going to finish this.
kthxbye
<3>[b]+[/b][b][u]Jess[/u][/b ][b]+[/b]

:arrow: ready set new blog time! okay whoever diru is...you are awesome. {celia there is no need to feel left out just go back and count how many times your name has been used in all my blogs + you have an awesome name so it doesnt matter.} anywho. the symphonic band did quite well in their little concert thing. im quite pleased. i think this blog thing is cheating cause i have three comments on my last blog and only gave me 1 point thingy. thats dumb. it loses. :x anyway, its time for me to leave cause i said so.....

wait first i must tell everyone that they are awesome.......[u][b]HEY GUESS WHAT EVERYONE! YOU ARE AWESOME![/b][/u] and i think that that went well. congradulations symphonic band and specials to sheeliya, my squishy, laffie, micheal w/red hair, and all my other little people....whom i have forgotten but you did good anyways and thats all that matters. i wuff you!(maybe.....if you give me a dollar i will, though) night, f'real

kthxbye
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:shock: i hate my name! way too many people have it. i think i'll change it....how about...Desenika? i like it. ok thats me. theres people on that side of the classroom that are scaring me cause they are really preppy and its funny cause now they are listening to some rap song.....i think its called get low but i dunno....Hey that rhymed! woohoo! i win
:lol: im super bored in this class hey look its oragne hair! he just walked into my classroom! how cool is that ducky?! i was like *gasp* anyways im going now. 8)
kthxbye
[b]+[/b][u]Jess[/u][b]+[/ b]

ready set go...spencer's writing:no computers sit in front the morning show thing is weird :idea: :idea: :idea: :idea: :idea: i'm taking art, its pretty hard. jessica and i are in technology, its pretty hard too. we play games a whole lot, thats what makes it hard.

hello im at school at the moment in comp. class obviously. doing nothing exciting exciting expept trying to mess up the mouse clickers

this is fun! :oops: hey look my font is green! anyways i hope it is. or i didnt do something right. anyways....

i think its sad that my friends dont think that i can get over that stupid head. :cry: makes me wonder about my firends
anyways :arrow: :arrow:

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im so freaking bored. practicing too. and watching an amusing putt putt golf game that spencer is trying to win but is failing miserably. oh well. its still fun to watch. anyways i suppose ill go now. i am glad it wasn't so cold this morning. anyways ill probably write more when i get home. im just really bored now so maybe i'll just keep typing. ever had that feeling of wanting to do nothing but wanting to fix everything oh and if you need a web design job done then you can click HERE
kthxbye
[b]+[/b][u]Jess[/u][b]+[/ b]

:arrow: hewwo wittle fwishies! ok. monday.

today went as follows: *takes deep breath* i woke up at 5 and got in the shower, then i got dressed and then blow dried my hair then put on my shoes then went down the stairs to eat breakfast.

:lol: i just killed someone. :lol: anyway then i left for school and stole celia from the evil clutches of her
:evil: brother :evil: then i got to look at pictures of James (the little kid) then i went to school and did schooly shtuff. then after school i went to celias and hung out with celia then we watched oprah and then did commentary on the fake garland lights then my maj came and picked me up and she was talking about the baby pictures 8) in the bathroom and then we left and went home. then i talked to ava and lauren on the phone and then i had dinner and talked to celia on the phone and i still am now except i am about to go downstairs to clean up some mess i didnt make. kthxbye.
[b]+[/b][u]Jess[/u][b]+[/ b]

=http://www.quizilla.com/users...%20Matrix%20Persona%20Are %20You%3F target=_blank [image]Jess1ca_529766943.jpg[/image] sunday! dad decided to come tell me at 8 that we were leaving for chuch at 803 so i had about zero time to get ready to go + no breakfast :( not cool. then went to sunday school and debated about heaven and hell fun stuff :!: then back home and shower, hair dry then to the hook's house for lunch (pizza) & movie (what dreams may come) it was ok. then went and got my celia buddy from her house and she, my mother, and i talked about canadain slush boogers and rebelling boogers then my mom decide to tell about family death and cops:oops:. then we brought the princess maiquien(spelling? sounds like...man-a-kin) upstairs from the garage then just kinda hung out for a while then had to look for mom's keys which she somehow managed to loose so then we searched the whole house and found zero keys. so dad took the sisters to church and we stayed and looked for the keys and sat in front of the fire and talked about how my recovery program was starting to work well. then we decided to take grandmas car which she left so that i could drive but turns out that my mom wont let me drive with celia in the car, even though i drove her from Tallahassee to Gainsville and from Tallahasse back to Gulf Breeze, so dumb sometimes. but wtv. mom dropped us off at church & we watched them do the love lights tree then went and watched "T'was the night before" play thingy that my sisters and the other little kids were in. then we had hot chocolate and [b]cookies[/b] then got my 8) matrix reloaded 8) dvd back from erik (YAY!!) then went home and had a meatball sub (SUBWAY IS THE BEST YO!) then came in and got on the comp. talked to celia on the phone a while....then tony fell over and screwed over the whole freaking "recovery program" and miss celia is quite happy about that if i might add and now its my job to wake up early and work til i need to get in the shower so that i can go to celias tomorrow cause she said i [i][b]had[/b][/i] too. as in [b]no choice[/b]. anyways. maybe i'll write somemore tomorrow during class if im not too busy(yeah right more like lazy) but wtv. im goin to bed. :o <--is yawning late,> [b]+[/b][u][b]Jess[/b][/u ][b]+[/b]

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:evil: today was dumb. i couldnt do anything all day but clean. whatever. then i got in a fight with my mom. i dont feel like typing. or doing anything for that matter. :( im talking to a vast nothingness full of everyone. still torn. i just want to be left alone! :cry: i hate everything i have and i hate that i can't love anything anymore and i hate that i can't trust anybody or anything anymore. i just hate i think i've forgotten how to love.

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=http://er1c.lessthan3.us target=_blank [image]hulk=dead.bmp[/image] look who's kickin buttsy now! :!: oh! oh! oh! :!: i am....yo? anyways, i think im getting there....maybe it was the movie last night that killed me. i dunno. today was pretty boring. woke up late (thanks mom :x) & got to school later than usual and didnt even bother walking over to band. went to sci. and then got my picture taken for SWAT then on to geometry, spanish, comp., and history + [b]lunch[/b] they had mac n cheese! it was so great then went back to history and slept the rest of the period, went and slept in health for a while then took the test then tried to sleep but couldn't, then english then i walked to billy bobs and then went to the office then lowes and played around there for awhile then went home and got on my comp. thats about it. found a great LOTR rap too.
[b]+[/b][u]Jess[/u][b]+[/ b]

:arrow: home now. hungry, just got off the phone with celia. :!: :!: :!: CANT WAIT FOR LOTR TO GET ITS BUTTSY OUT IN THEATERS!!! :!: :!: :!: im going to the theater to buy the tickets for it tonight then *finally* going to see 8) [b]matrix[/b] 8). :lol: *looks excited* :lol: i got my ring back from jofus today too. yeah that was good. during lunch i went up to the interprise thing and bought a super great picture frame thing from meghan! omg im hungry! im gonna go eat! sea eye aye oh!
[b]+[/b][u]Jess[/u][b]+[/ b]

:cry: im in school right now so i gotta be careful. alisha is was great in 4th period this morning but now people think that i've started a gang. oh well. [b]im sure they'll get over it.[/b] didn't get to school early enough to steal celia (either that or :evil: eric :evil: was a dumbarse and left early this morning. whatever. meh...i'll do another blog at home. *n*
[u]Jess[/u] [image]Jess1ca_817419249.gif[/image]

[image]Jess1ca_817419249.gif[/image] today was pretty normal as its gonna be for a while i guess. with this dumb new program screwing up my "life" which i supposedly don't have w/o him in it. but wtv. went to school early this morning and went and got celia who was late so i stood outside freezing my buttsy off (if i live in FL then why is it so cold?) but that's okay cause i got to hang out with my buddies then i got to go to [b]computers![/b] woohoo! then i took a dumb test in history and slept though science cause i know all the [u]chem.[/u] shtuff (rock on me!) geometry, spanish, health, english then i was meeting celia again to walk to church and :!: watched Charoits of Fire :!: i lessthan3 their accents! ahhhhhh! i want one! then home and talked to celia on the phone and on aim.
<[b]3[/b],> [u]Jess[/u]

:? i forgot to tell my buddies that they [b]to sotally rock![/b]

what the heck am i supposed to do? i hate not knowing what to think. i wish that he would just stop ignoring me enough to say one word! i feel bad for my friends because they're stuck trying to make me feel better. well some are....others dont think that i should get over him. i know i will eventually cause its not like im going to like the same guy forever, but i wish it would hurry. i feel loved but i feel nothing at the same time. i [b]hate[/b] this! [i][u]I AM SO SORRY![/u][/i] that was for all my friends who are trying to help me through this. i couldn't do it without you! lessthan3 forever. {@}
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